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The Underdog

A lot of things happened for the past few months that kept me busy. I was accepted at work, had to work online for extra income too. The super typhoon just went by the other day and it was like nothing happened to us, we were lucky at our place but not so for those who lived at Visayas, specially Tacloban. All my prayers goes to them as of the moment, and now to top it all up, there’s another typhoon heading our way again and yes, Tacloban will get hit again. Then to my surprise something new came up again….

A few days ago, my friend kept on telling me that I was nominated for this online voting for teen icon and that I’m going to need all the support I can get. I was all “yeah right, like I’ll ever be recognized in those kind of things”. So what is Davao Eagle? Davao Eagle Teen Icons is an online search for the next teen Icon of 2013 here in Davao City, a teen who can become a good role model to today’s young generation, fresh, young, smart, and of course good looking. I wasn’t all that popular so how would I be able to get supporters at the first place? So I ignored it and went out with my usual daily routine: wake up, work, go buy stuffs for home and went back home. To my surprise when I got home, someone sent me a link on facebook saying about “support her”.. I clicked the link and it was my face with some title. So what he told me was true. I didn’t know what to feel. All these feels!! gaaahd!!! Why would I be qualified?, I’m definitely an underdog compared to those ladies. It felt like I would never stand a chance. I tried asking my friend if it was ok for me to demand and pull out my entry and she said yes, but granted the fact that my entry would be it would be synonymous to saying that I didn’t support him on his decision of choosing me, so now my conscience is eating me and eventually decided to join. I didn’t want him to think that I don’t support him, he’s like a brother to me and he has done far great things to support me and now it’s my turn to please him.

I believe that this will be my  turn to try new things in life I guess, I’ve always taught my younger friends about how it’s hard being teenager but what’s important is knowing what the right thing to do is, that there’s ore to life than just getting that beautiful dress or getting that awesome gadget. This will also be my chance to prove that I can be somebody what the teenagers of this generation can look up to and gain the important values of life. To become a good role model for every young lass and lad. 🙂 I hope my kind readers would also support me on this challenge so please help me 🙂 As of the moment I rank number 2 in the list of icons, hopefully I can climb to number one with your help guys. 🙂 My success is in your hands 🙂

Click the link below and it will lead you to my profile,,scroll down and hit the hart button to vote :)) THANK YOU SO MUCH
note: if a pop up appears just select any of the button of facebook, gmail twiteer and pinterest and the pop up will just go away 🙂

http://www.davaoeagle.com/angelicagwennguerrero

Yours truly,
the underdog 😉

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The chance of making a choice for a choice of giving a chance

Just when you thought life has been so kind

Everything was taken away

Just when you thought everything’s alright

Nothings ever going to be okay

 

Reality as we speak is not always so acceptable

It makes us strong, and at the same time so vulnerable

It makes some of us happy

While others are left pushed down by cruelty

 

Love was always there, but never felt

Sincerity was pure but all that’s left is guilt

You see people will see what they want to see

They do not understand due to the blindness brought about by judgment they call reality

 

For some, luck has always been their best friend

While others cannot accept the loss and the end

Painful as it may sound but no one would care

But a few would give a hand while others just won’t share

 

Reality as we speak should always be accepted

But in the long run people would get defeated

By their blindness from their judgments high as their pride

They would not care as long as they’re happy while others suffer from which they lied

 

Painful as it may sound but no one would care

But we’re lucky that there’s a few who would be kind enough to share

People who see judgment from a different angle

A reality that would not make people strangle

 

They are kind enough to listen, not hear.

They know that a person did something wrong but they would accept and make it clear

They are the reality that gives this world a chance

It is their reality that they made a choice which gave hope and freed people from a foolish trance

 

You see, people will see what they want to see

But there are a few who would accept the facts of reality

And give a helping hand to those who are willing to start anew

A reality that defines what really is it to be kind and true

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I just wanna know..

If you were to magically gender swap for 2 days what are the things you might want to do? I have thought of it for quite some time now and if I was to become male I would try to court a really pretty girl and see how it goes from there. I would also take pictures of me naked XD hahahaha random crazy thoughts are healthy for the mind. 😉waking-up-your-child

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The Last Drive

I’m driving a kilometer by ninety

I never thought he would leave me

My eyes are blurred

Then after a second, I heard a crash.

 

For years we were inseparable

But I was the one who was weak

Never thought I’d be so vulnerable

Somebody else I seek

 

Our love was pure,

Our love was true,

It’s always been so sure,

We were happy, combined worlds of two.

 

Then a sin was committed,

I am to be blamed.

Everything was ruined,

Never felt so ashamed.

 

Memories are flashing right before my eyes

The speedometer shoots up, all I can think about were his cries

“I’m so sorry, I love you…

Please don’t leave me”

 

The agony was unbearable,

Too painful to be understandable,

His touch I am longing for,

Never thought he’ll walk out of my door.

 

His face was all I can see,

His smile was always meant for me.

But not anymore,

He’s not going to come back, knocking at my door.

 

I can hear sirens wailing.

Faces are overcrowding.

I want it to end now,

I won’t wait, I know how.

 

My body feels numb and cold.

I need his embrace, his hand to hold.

But he’s never going to come back, knocking at my door.

No, not anymore.

 

He’s the first person I think of in the morning.

He’s the last thought that I think of before sleeping.

You have to remember that I love you.

Please don’t forget, for this is my last drive.

 

It would be so nice to know that you love me too.

The car crashed, speedometer read a hundred and twenty-five.

Flat line. . . . .

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“They are poor, smelly from cleaning toilets and uneducated” ~ Devina Dediva after Miss Philippines Megan Young was crowned Miss World

Here is a screen shot of the now infamous Devina Dediva’s post a few moments after hearing that Miss Philippines was the newly crowned Miss World.

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Minutes after the whole internet community saw miss Devina’s post, calling the Filipinos maids, smelly and uneducated, facebook, twitter and other social sites boomed with negative reactions toward Devina.

Filipino and other nationalities were furious after reading her post on facebook.  Most of netizens would now call her names and bad remarks such as “amoy putok” (term used by many Filipinos meaning smells awful), “fat pig”, “racist” and “Miss underworld”. I tried searching her name and instead of finding the real account I ended up finding three “hate pages” created for her. Numerous pictures of her were posted and given captions such as “Miss smelly armpits”, “drug addict”, “rotten bad breath” “smelly fat pig” and other numerous hateful remarks.

There were replies on the original post where it can be seen that Devina was being opposed by people who read her post and defends herself by saying that she can say whatever she wants to and that nobody can stop her form doing so because the world is democratic.

As a person of the “democratic world” it is also my right to react towards these tactless remarks of a person who not only is narrow minded but is also a racist and very rude. It’s not the first time I’ve heard of racist remarks directed towards Filipinos but this one really caught my attention. What it actually looks like is that not only did she insult Miss Philippines but the judges who chose Miss Philippines as well. It’s like saying that the judges were stupid enough to choose a Filipina to win Miss World.

First of all, Filipinos are hard workers who would be willing enough to go to other countries just so they can support their families. Filipino women would go abroad to take care of other children while their own child grew up with no mother. Knowing that they make such huge sacrifices just so they can put food on their tables, it is unfair for someone who barely knows what hardship is to judge someone just because they are maids, janitors or whatever. Now, if we talk about beauty, well, blow me to bits and pieces right now if I’m lying but Miss Philippines is a true beauty indeed. Not only is she beautiful, she’s also smart and has a good heart.

Yes I am Filipino, but that doesn’t mean I’m being biased here. Even if it wasn’t Miss Philippines who was insulted, I would still find it offensive because I believe nobody deserves to be insulted that way. I can be a very judgmental person and call her names but I don’t have to because she already ruined her own name without any help from anyone. LOL

Yes we are free to do whatever we want to but that doesn’t mean everything you do is okay or right, that’s why we have laws and morals. You can say whatever you want but make sure what you’re saying makes sense so that you won’t sound like such a total stupid head or idiot. We’re actually lucky to have the freedom we have right now but that doesn’t mean we can abuse that freedom. I believe that in whatever things we do in the present shall make a huge impact to what’s waiting for us in the future. As the saying goes “What goes around comes around, Keep your circle positive, say good words, think good thoughts, Do good deeds”. Have a great day and thank you for reading.

oh and the photo above was not taken by me, credits goes to them. Here’s the URL http://tmblr.co/ZvLTvqwTwwmF where the other actual screen shots can be seen 😉

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Good morning you bastards!!

Good morning bastards!!

Soon I will be posting about Dangan Ronpa! I just finished watching the anime last week and I’m thinking of whether or not to put out spoilers. Season 2 is yet to come and I’m already itching to watch!! Hmmmmm.Yes  to spoilers or no?? comment below!!! XD Good morning you bastards!!

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Raining Sunshine

His smile is like sunshine pouring in the rain

His laughter makes me have amnesia on what’s the meaning of pain

His eyes captivate me like a binding song

It makes me want to sing and sway along

His picture perfect smile

Makes me not want us to grow old

bu even when we grow old

I’ll treasure him more than gold

You see he makes my heart cry

His voice so sweet like a lullaby

God, I love it, the way he is

He puts my troubled soul at peace

He often walks in a way you won’t see his gorgeous face

Dimples so cute it’ll make your heart race

God, I love it, the way he is

Come a little closer and I’ll give you a kiss

Even when he’s just sitting by the window pane

I wouldn’t change a thing

I’ll just sit right next to him, we’ll watch sunshine in the rain

A precious moment, I can hear the birds sing

If he was a song, I would love to dance

I’ll lose myself to his symphony of romance

God, I love it, the way he is

He puts my bothered mind back up at ease

Honestly, it’s kinda hard to lie

but even in my subconsciousness I can’t try

Our conversations, they flatter me

His words simply moves me out of my misery

You see, he’s more to than just plain sunshine

Not to appreciate him would be such a crime

God, I love it the way he is

There’s nothing about him that I won’t miss

sun shines through the window pane. . . .

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Melancholy

I can feel his touch, holding me near

I can hear his voice, Loud and clear

But when I opened my eyes, he disappeared

He was never really there…..

The boy that I once held dear

It’s been a while and I’ve been looking around

It’s been so long since I last felt his warm breath on my skin

I turn my head in search for his sweet sound

Only to realize the feeling of coldness and emptiness caving in

Letting go of his hand was something that I should have never done

It was the last memory I could recall of him, and now he’s all gone

All that’s left now are memories

Too distant for me to reach, all that’s left are unspoken stories.

I have a way with playing with my thoughts

But it’s him that this mind will always sought after

I have a way with my feelings not being caught

and my love will take long before it shall falter

Maybe never…

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That Clannad Anime that made hundreds of otakus cry

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Yes, Clannad…. Ugh..Let me wipe my tears off before I start typing…
Anyway, Clannad was a visual novel by Key which was released last April 28, 2004. Later on, the visual novel had countless adaptations into a manga, movie, and an anime series that had 23 episodes. After the last episode of the anime was released, a teaser came out which gave the conclusion that a second season was soon to come out, and yep, Clannad The After story eventually came out with the continuation of Tomoya and Nagisa’s story. I have watched a lot of animes and read tons of mangas but there has never EVER been an anime that made me act like a bi polar other than Clannad.

The Story line

Clannad is basically what I would like to call a “slice of life” anime with different twists and a tiny bit of magic every once in a while (you’ll know what I mean once you’ve watched it). The first episode starts off with a scene of Tomoya (a delinquent) ramming about how much he hated this place (his town), how much he wanted to leave the place and stuffs like that on his way to school, I don’t want to spoil you. That’s when he encounters a girl named Nagisa talking to herself (they call it self motivation). She was also ramming to herself about things that she likes and tries to get herself into a positive mind-set of some sort. Later it was showed that Nagisa was on the same level as Tomoya because she suffered from a grave illness which caused her to repeat a year. What more can I say? Well, they eventually became friends and high school life was never the same old dull experience they once had. What made me curious was the statement on some of the episodes saying that the town has this mystery, that it has a way of making each of its citizen’s wish come true. As the story went on, you’ll eventually realize whose wishes would get granted.

Like any other animes, as the story goes on, new characters eventually gets introduced into the picture, new scenarios and new dilemmas that each characters have to face. My description might sound a bit off. Well because I don’t want to spoil it if ever you haven’t watched it yet. All I can say is that if you want to watch this anime you better prepare yourself for tons of laughter every here and there, a bunch of life experiences that some of you might be able to relate to and in addition to that, I think you’re going to need a lot of tissue paper, specially when you’re on Clannad The After Story.

Clannad is actually a bit of an old anime but the story is really great. It has different arcs showing several possibilities if who ended with whom(okay no more spoilers) just like what was depicted on the game. The story line will depend on the choices and answers you make all throughout the game. The anime can get a bit draggy at times but nonetheless it’s worth watching. I wouldn’t recommend it to people who prefers watching action packed animes, so if you’re that person then this is not the anime for you but you just have to try it! Who knows, you just might be one the many people who gets swayed and touched by fuko’s cuteness. Prepare your heart for this one and welcome to the big Dango family!!;)

dango..dango dango dango :3

_____Dango_daikazoku______by_Batsy_Midnight